Tonight on Jake's Showcase http://youtube.com/JakesShowcase I have just released "My First Time Trying The Top Three Superfoods of Superfoods - ANDI Index" https://youtu.be/6UhUC9PCylE currently at 39 Views 4 Likes 0 Dislikes. It was single shot with spotlight, overhead and lamp lighting.
Well you may be surprised to see me move back into a nutrition video here....well you likely not. And within that why don't I just take the Crem du la Crem in the most Super of Superfoods. The top three anyhow...they were all tied in ranking. Move straight to the top....the way I like it.
I did though have to pay credence to the top ten. All deserving. In fact much more material can be derived here, I could have done one by one, or groupings ect but I thought an initial reaction video with a dabble in facts would be both informative and entertaining.
The last video really struggled Jake Johnston - "Save My Honey Bee" https://youtu.be/U6YRQTq80W4 currently at 704 views 43 Likes 20 dislikes. As usual with a music video I let it roll a whole week but I didn't push it with blog updates or facebook or twitter stuff as I normally do with music videos, I just wasn't feeling it at all this week. In fact my energy for YouTube waned as I continued to see the falling view count numbers month over month and video over video fall. If all you can do is pump out more videos to raise the overall channel growth and dampen the per video view count, where's the talent, where's the grab?
Maybe I'm done.....but then....I shot another today with I was happy about....remember I'm always 1 to 2 a head.
No the creativity is not gone it's the energy, the excitement, the feeling that your gaining something, even if it's just energy by making more, and that was lacking.
I really have gotten nothing I expected from this channel. The allure of stardom and all it's trappings yes was the catalyst. And what do stars have that I would want? Money and fawning lovers. No sir, everything is about the same. The same blank stares, the same quiet people, the same odd short guy walking down the street.
And even when you try to be friendly, it's looked at with suspicion...at least for me. Is he going to ask me out? It's really extra hard now because in the past I was an ask out robot that ended up getting scalding eyes in every direction. The past year I made a video apologizing for my asking out ways and promising to stop. I know people women have seen it and generally they've been very slightly more receptive to me but now I'm back in the situation where I don't ask anyone out and haven't for a long time, yet would love a date a companion, a conversation. Really I'm quite lonely.
How can you ask people out if you promised not to ask people out? Dummie. Well technically they could ask me out too, but from what I've seen that doesn't happen here.
Darling, do you know who you are. I'm sure many think they are them. Well you're my darling of course. The one who knows...know me, oh so well.
Think in 100 years from now, or 500 years from now, when I"m discovered, rediscovered, or re-rediscovered...it shall be you darling. And yes, it's your perfection and our connection, that joins us even now. Fight for me darling, in your heart, in your way, tell them who I really am and those against me have it wrong.
Have a Wonderful Day or Night Fans,
Jake Johnston firstname.lastname@example.org