When Rockstar Girls Smile

Tonight on Jake's Showcase http://youtube.com/JakesShowcase my video "Jake Johnston  - "Bring Me Back Emerald Isle" https://youtu.be/UQU1vp3i29s is at 658 Views 38 Likes 11 Dislikes.
Off to Toronto tomorrow to pick up my brother from the airport who is arriving back from Costa Rica.
I am trying to get up enough money to open a PO Box, after checking this past week it will cost $200. I have been requested by several fans to have a place to send stuff and I think it's only fair for people to have a contact point. Also I checked a large YouTuber and they have a PO Box so it's within normal protocol.
But the $200 money may be elusive as after having to pay taxes for the first time ever because I didn't have enough taken off from my last job. I've also recently treated people, this trip tomorrow being an example.  I hope withing the next month to get a box.
I saw a a rockstar girl today. She looked good, real good. Blond long fizzy hair, lean with legs, with bright red lips as she passed those red lips curved into a smile towards me. When rockstar girls smile I'm like wow.
Nothing like casting those cold Canadian clouds away with sunny skies and gorgeous rockstar girls smiling at ya. Well maybe there is hope after all Jakers. She was smiling at you man. She liked ya.
We'll see, passing smiles aren't convos, texts, dates, kisses ect. But they are hope, hope for a better tomorrow.
I can't figure out the girl that likes me most. I suspect someone or a couple do maybe more but I'm having such a hard time deciphering. In Canada everything is so, so subtle. You have to read between the lines, gestures, motions, hair flicks. No wonder last year my ask out over a 1000 girls didn't work at all that's not how it works here, or maybe anywhere. Now I'm completely the opposite.
You have to just wait and see, wait, wait, wait and see. It's so boring and hard if your a guy because you have all this pent up demand and energy but here it's just the little things girls give you to give you the go or no go signal and I don't know what they are.
I apologize if someone is reading this and they want me to ask them out but I've just been way to burned I just don't do anything. Just hang out and see what happens. But don't doubt that I want to and if it's really really obvious and in my face I will suggest something.
Have a wonderful day or Night fans,
Jake Johnston jakesshowcase@gmail.com