"Jake Johnston - "I've Got A Crush On Y-O-U" Released

Tonight on Jake's Showcase http://youtube.com/JakesShowcase I have just released my video "Jake Johnston - "I've Got A Crush On Y-O-U" https://youtu.be/jp-AYABAQIc currently at 2 Views 4 Likes 0 Dislikes. It was the 12th of 14 takes with spotlight and natural lighting.
This video continues my love song theme at a slower pace. Hey gotta love it. This video I really enjoy that sort of country style down home crush baby crush, really gets to the core.
In news at tonight's soup kitchen, a soup kitchen I had never been to, the dinner it was the most disgusting dinner I've maybe ever had. The soup was God awful, the stale crackers, the old bread, my God there is no glory in this and I'll have to figure something else out for next Tuesday can't go back there. I was starving afterwards after my stomach settled after the "bean soup" took full control of my intestines, I had to get something legit to eat. 
Tomorrow night it's dinner at the Sally Ann at 5:15, usually pretty good.
Now, if a women follows me to a soup kitchen, if they show up at a soup kitchen dinner because of me....now that's my lady, we're on. That is hard core love. I'll believe it.
I really do stand out at these kitchens. I stand out pretty much everywhere these days with either my fedora or pompadour hairstyle and my growing fame. Nobody at the soup kitchens knows me from YouTube because they don't have internet, except the servers. But I'm a real odd ball at a soup kitchen as dirt grime depression and just raw animal hunger, with gnashing teeth and spilling sips of soup, rule the day. I had to get out of there today, I was like this is too much.
Oh God, if I could only blame the bottle instead of artistic passion and a belief that traditional marginally efficient work was within my scope of possibility within this city and that I really did think this was all going to work out for me somehow.
My money pile has been depleted, this is my reality once again. It's sad really. But it's only a moment in my life, another moment, another pause to the ultimate quest. And once a million views is reached well this ball game changes as my focus will change but it's not there yet.
Again if a women shows up at the soup kitchen for me, well, we'll make it work.
Because that's hard core support.
Whatever has to happen will happen but beyond that I keep asking away.
I always try to get that 1% more improvement. I need my contacts back. Where does my next big money rush come from. I'll find it. Do these last 4 sentences connect, not really, but really they do.
Have a Wonderful Day or Night Fans,
Jake Johnston jakesshowcase@gmail.com
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