Things Needing To Change, Changing

Tonight on Jake's Showcase http://youtube.com/JakesShowcase my video "Money Tips and Tricks From a Former Banker" https://youtu.be/ZNSNhG0rV0U currently at 254 Views 20 Likes 0 Dislikes.
The video does fair for two days but with a dull, yet interesting topic of banking with insight, I think about as well as could be expected.
I told work today I liked the job but wanted to be placed as an home agent. For the second time yesterday afternoon I was caught on a two lane highway and it was an torrential down pour on my way to work and I was terrified for my life. Clearly not being able to see the road at all with cars flying at me, death was at my every second. I will die on this road if I continue. There's no way I can do it with snow. As much as I am being successful at the job it is not worth my life. At my last job I knew I would get hurt from the lifting but was too poor to leave the job and I got seriously hurt. Here I know I will die driving but am trapped with no alternative job. Further more again my parents are encouraging me to "stick with it". I'm really stuck.
I hate Canada. I hate London and area and what's it done to me. Poor, trapped, physically endangered, unappreciated and ridiculously under utilized.  
My birthday is this Sunday the 26 of July and I have booked it off, the first thing I did on my initial application papers before the interview. I consider this a national holiday and have never worked my birthday. This will give me a three day weekend this weekend. I have no idea who I will or won't see, but the most important people in my life know how special my birthday is to me.
I've changed my love pattern to. I guess I just realized that somehow something just had to change and I changed it. I still move to the same places am still the same fellow but I decided that I wanted something different. You can still see me at the park, along the streets, at my regular stops, but I've changed and it feels great.
Smile, because someone loves you, and that someone is me.
Have a Wonderful Day or Night Fans,
Jake Johnston jakesshowcase@gmail.com