Flicking The Switch

Tonight on Jake's Showcase http://youtube.com/JakesShowcase my video "Buy The  iGod  - Trash Your iPhone" https://youtu.be/hPXvy8zwu_I is currently at 342 Views 30 Likes 3 dislikes.
I see you were back checking away with at 8:36 this evening. But why does it always show 2 blog post views for you, I don't know.
The video preforms well, well now not really. When a video really does good it builds on it's own momentum which it has not done here and now viewership growth is relegated to by chance new vistor's stumbling onto in by seeing my channel page.
With search videos the search crowd can pick it up too but for these non search videos it really only has about a day or two and if it's not really grabbing and spreads it just trickles up based on time which is happening here. I've been fading on social blade now predicting May 21, 2016 being my 1 million channel wide view count mark, the best I've seen was March 21. It changes almost everyday it's begun fading recently.
I don't want to be that channel that the only way I can increase volume is to increase production but alas it appears I have become just that. I thought at some point, well before now, I would be picked up and the whole thing would take off, May seems like such a long way a way and I tire of YouTube. Come on someone make a video rip and get me over a million.
I long for companionship, yours particularly. I continue to preform mightily at my job making many sales. I see all the beauties but can tell that my time has not come yet. Maybe never.
You know and it's crazy. I'm such a nice guy. I love talking. I love talking with people. I'm fun and I'm cool. But, I guess, it's just not me, hasn't been me. There's something I'm missing. Where is the excitement, where is the pursuit of me. Where is the awe.
People look at me sure, this will become a growing part of my life moving forward. But that's all. They'll smile, point, through windows, from cars, behind fences, maybe across the road, but it hasn't transferred in to the avalanche of love I desire.
A shift must be made, somehow. They say insanity is doing the same thing and expecting a different result. So I guess I'm insane. But even if I was to change, what into, how, I don't know.
All women know I like them, as soon as they see me, and their right, I do, I do want them. The more beautiful the more I want them but I want the less beautiful too. I think I reek of sex, somehow. It's either on or off with me. And the funny part is, I know that women can flick that switch whenever it is they want. You know where I live, come over, knock on my door and see me.
Love me,
Have a Wonderful Day or Night Fans,
Jake Johnston jakeshowcase@gmail.com