Sunday, 17 May 2015

Making Up With Mama

Tonight on Jake's Showcase http://youtube.com/JakesShowcase my video "Jake Johnston - "I Need A Real President" https://youtu.be/qLKWMQs74xg is at 222 Views 16 Likes 3 Dislikes.
This video has been a disaster on a view count basis. Right from the start the first morning and day and since the view count numbers have been the worst I've had in recent memory. I was very, very disappointed, particularly on the heels of my bold prediction that this video would be the highest viewed on my channel greater then the current leader at 53,000 plus. I really am shocked at how what I think and what the internet takes to can be so vastly different. I will try to never predict again on a videos performance.
The whole channel has been down to with 2 days this week Friday and Saturday going under 500 adsense views with 493 and 485 respectively the first in over a month. A real downer week on YouTube. I haven't blogged this week and I wonder if the blogging in fact adds to my views more then I think. Maybe I should blog more regularly. Enough of this. 
So tonight Mom came over, one week after mother's day. We had a real nice visit. The first time I can remember her coming over in about a year and a half and I think she's only come over 3 times now. I offered her wine and chocolate, we had a nice talk. I think really all a man's relationship with women begin with and are formed by his relationship with his mother. Like I mentioned last week my relationship with my Mom is especially intense and deep due to us spending so much time together when I was young.
The apartment was impressively clean I didn't smoke for hours airing it out so she was comfortable and we talked about my progress and what I've learned from my network chiropractic sessions. It was a pretty darn good but not perfect visit. Truth is I don't really have much to show or offer her other then my time.
I really felt respected by her coming here and seeing my humble, yet attractive and comfortable abode. We both agreed that making the best of what you have is the way to go.
I further felt respected that she instinctively understands my unsaid need as a man to be pursued. I am worth the trip and overall she seemed happy when she left. A good night.
As far as the beauties that care for me, know it shall be the same. My job is to invite, your job is to accept. There must be some reciprocal effect or I walk. If your reading this and you are in love with me and I have tried to connect with you given avenues to connect with me know that I will not ask again and you must respond and reach out. This does not mean that I do not like you. In fact, I do very, very much and I see potential or I would not have invited. It is your job to accept and follow through.
In the meantime I move on.
Have a Wonderful Day or Night Beauties, DGBJKRNCTA, You know who you are,
Jake Johnston jakesshowcase@gmail.com

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