What I See

Tonight on Jake's Showcase http://youtube.com/JakesShowcase my video "How to Date Barbie" http://youtu.be/WP4RNhuAuak is at 348 Views 12 Likes 2 Dislikes.
Regretting not putting a video out yesterday or today due to decreased channel volume again, but hey, I didn't have the zest or ideas at the moment so holding off for the Wednesday upload was big picture the right choice. Remember, placing making my production enjoyable first is key to success and longevity.
Sunday nights are always the nights I upload my videos for Wednesdays. I like to upload about 9:30pm Sunday as my pattern dictates make sure everything is in working order. I'm like a clock. Every Sunday night....Jake's Uploading and waiting for everything to be ready.
So now as far as you go....This is what I see. Today I see a women dressed almost exactly as you, pass me twice as I sat for my lunch. Looking at me. A close replica, but I'm to sharp and I know it's not you. And then while walking you appear. You are crossing the road towards me passing by me unnecessarily, encircling me in fact, literally. You wear a thick black hood to hide your hair, thick black glasses to hid your eyes I identify you clearly only by your hips and legs, which I remember well. You do not respond to me. Earphones an excuse, I didn't see you have any.
You have to identify yourself clearer then that, I have to know it's you, so I can give you what I have for you and say what I'd like to.
You read me, you follow me, you want me to approach you and I do to, but it's you I want to approach and not an imposter.
You want to be right beside me, but not there. What is that? There must be some psychological name for it.
I look forward to it. I look forward to being with you again for whatever time we allow. 
And oh no, I'm not crazy...well maybe a little....crazy for love? It must tickle you to read me.
Who is this fellow? Why can I not spend a day not thinking of him. He must be special, must be. Am I actually in love with him? No I can't be, I decided that long ago and I'm so smart.....but really.....am I?
Find me. Talk to me. I'm a wonderful guy.
Have a Wonderful Day or Night Fans,
Jake Johnston jakesshowcase@gmail.com