A Bit Depressed

Tonight on Jake's Showcase http://youtube.com/JakesShowcase my video "Exercises to Loose Belly Fat" http://youtu.be/VoPgnsKIuug is at 255 Views 12 Likes 3 Dislikes.
Not a bad performance in a shortened time period. The channel has done better overall too with the two a week upload.
But really I'm still a bit depressed. The tough thing about the winter as everyone including myself shelters in is that I can't meet people easily. Especially with my no questions asked choice of a car for transportation to avoid winter meeting people is a challenge. And really winter is just starting
Overall I'd say this is likely to be my best winter ever as not being pounded by the cold and snow with my every step will surly greatly benefit my psyche, however the reality of not being able to arrange a date easily will mean just months of waiting.
Remember, most people who are about my age and want to socialize outside their place the bar is the place to be. True, the bar is where it's at. But my addition of not drinking makes going to the bar not that fun. I rarely if ever go and likely wouldn't be there more then a hour. The fun of a bar is drinking and I don't drink.
Drink, pick up, make you moves, me it's not there. Sure maybe pick that bottle back up.
While fans do not know what I was like when I drank, I simple was the worst.
It would be devastating. I would likely never stop.
So my little outlet from my little place for the winter is the camera and the words.
One good thing I finally got a phone I can text and talk free at will.
New phone, new car, I should be happy. I'm only missing love.
Have A Wonderful Day or Night Fans,
Jake Johnston jakesshowcase@gmail.com