That's My Way

Tonight on Jake's Showcase http://youtube.com/JakesShowcase my video "Jake Johnston - "Baby We're Just Fate" https://youtu.be/6iVjLy4hE3Q is at 82 Views 12 Likes 8 Dislikes.
Another rough day at work as today was the second day taking calls post training. I'm very poor and it frustrates me to be so bad as I like to always consider myself as being a top performer, but with my lack of skills and experience being so raw I know I'm not doing that good compared to others in my training class. Usually I'm able to turn it around as I pick it up slowly but surely but I'm actually a slow learner.
The video under preforms and proportionately the channel has nosedived from this weekend. Somhow my prior video like exploded Sunday and Monday night on soup kitchens, someone must have shared it or spread it because even that videos over 5000 views in 2 days now has tailed off. Makes me think it was a reddit share which is usually 48 hours.
Tonight the channel is at 690,067 and according to social blade tonight I have 306 days to reach a million or April 18 2016. These projected numbers fluctuate wildly as the 30 days average changes daily.
It's funny yesterday and Monday the people in the small town seemed to really like me after my soup kitchen video but with another love song release seem to have gone cold again. It's funny how fickle people are.
It's the old flower game, "She Loves Me, She Loves Me Not", just in life that's what people are like. The scum, the hero, the scum.
I guess that's what art is all about, exposing that. At least mine is. I think great artists too see this in people.
Did you know VanGough died penniless. Lady Gaga was denied a hotel because of a declined credit card when she had 4 number one songs out. Al Pachino was homeless, did you catch that one.
And there I currently stick in the poverty cycle. Welfare, Unemployment Benefits, Minimum Wage Job and back and forth.
One thing I got though is a YouTube channel was 690,000 views. Any one of the videos could suddenly explode again and not only could I hit 1 million views channel wide, I could make a tone of money off it, and could get picked up by a major media company either TV, Film or Music. At least I have a shot of breaking the cycle instantly.
Once I hit a million I will move from London. Most likely back to the states. I need to make some real money again. I just gotta be rich. I just got to make my goal of a million happen here though for that is my current mission and I'm bound and determined to make it happen even if I die in the process.
That's my way.
Have a Wonderful Day or Night Fans, And smooches,
Jake Johnston jakesshowcase@gmail.com