In Greener Pastures

Tonight on Jake's Showcase http://youtube.com/JakesShowcase my video "Jake Johnston  - "Cat Girl" https://youtu.be/59n4TxmTd0g is at 331 Views 17 Likes 13 Dislikes. I write against my best judgement tonight as the channel is on fire at 608 views at 10:20pm, I should not disturb, but ah, to you the obsessed fan, I just need to talk.
Yep, ready to go as usual Sunday nights are my upload night. Done, complete. I am inching closer and closer to being withing 1 year of projected 1 million views for the channel as of this morning it will be 1 Year 1 Week and 1 day or June 5 2016. As you can see it changes from day to day as the projections are quite volatile. It could be much, much quicker or slower but that's a ball park based on the per day viewership.
I'm having women over more and more frequently now. One by one their trickling in. One a week currently. Never scared of two or three at a time either but that hasn't happened yet, except once. My gravy train is just starting and it's been a long time coming.
I know you read still. I know you still love me. I don't know how this is all going to end. Will you agressively pursue me or won't you. I must assume you won't and so I keep asking women over.
I think ideally I'd have 3 women a week come over maybe 4. Maybe a little mix and match. I know I'm not racist that's for sure. I love them all. It's really interesting how their all different too. The personalities the vibrant, the timid, the alluring, the highly aggressive. I like that. And oh all the colors and body shapes.
Of course love is love. True love is hard to find. Again my job is a man is to invite. The women's job is to respond and make it easy for me. I have no or very little time or patience for women who don't make it easy for me. Would you like to come over? Sure I'd love to. That is about all the answer I'll accept.
Being a guy who has had over 5000 rejections in his life probably 400 this young year I have no time for even minimal resistance.
I got stuck and slowed down two times in my life otherwise it's been almost a straight line of ask outs. I'm like the ultimate cold calling salesmen, but I'm not selling anything, I just ask out attractive women in a variety of ways.
And for you my dear, with your code languages, code words, code names, I have offered to connect with you as well, a couple times, maybe even one more then normal but no more. Never again. Only the most intensely passionate make up would do.
I assume you don't want me, you don't want to be with me, so I search for love in green pastures.
No, I shouldn't have written tonight, but I just know it was necessary.
Have a Wonderful Day or Night Fans,
Jake Johnston jakesshowcase@gmail.com