A Mother's Day Choice, of Manhood

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Another good Sunday due to the "hangover effect" for my drinking videos thus far. But this was no normal Sunday, it was Mother's Day.
While I've spoken of my Mother very little in videos or writing and will continue to say little, let's just say we have a very, very deep and intense relationship. Due to my numerous childhood illnesses there may have never been a child more intensely cared for then me by my mother. Due to our thousands of hours together we know each other so well, we can read each others minds.
I've been tortured this week. I knew Mother's day was quickly approaching. Being quite angry recently with my family due to their lack of pursuit of calling or coming over and allowing me to to go back to the soup kitchens after overcoming so much, I was determined to not call or come over to their houses until they had called me and come over to mine. I need a two way relationship.
So, there I stood this week, no call, no visit and my anger grew. "I'm not going over" I told myself, and I'm not calling them for an invite until they care enough about me, to check up on me.
Well the clock ran out and today, was Mother's Day. "I don't care it's Mothers day I'm not going over if she don't give a crap about me, then I don't give a crap" I said this to myself all week and as late as 10:30 this morning. It's really bothered me.
But then somehow, while it was suppose to rain, the clouds in the sky cleared just enough to have Sunlight come in my Window. I thought "Jake, is that the right thing to do?" Really man. It's your Mother man, you must grant her the honor of your presence and thankfulness.
I wasn't sure if they'd be home I haven't spoken for weeks. I timed it so I could ensure that I could still attend the Salvation Army's dinner at 5:15pm, if things went real well, maybe I stay for dinner. Planned on writing a note if they weren't to show some effort on my part.
Well I arrived, they were there. I thanked her, told her I loved her and invited her over to my place when she's free and to let me know. I told her I'd been eating at soup kitchens. She wanted me to stay for dinner. After about 15 minutes when it was just us two together, I said it wasn't right for me to stay for dinner tonight but I looked forward to her coming over. Her eyes, I saw my past and my future of the blue eyed women who knows me so well. I walked and ate at the soup kitchen tonight.
I knew I had done the right thing. Both in honoring her and maintaining my manhood by continuing to require interest and out of your way effort in me to be shown to have my time. It was the right choice.
Remember, honor thy Mother and thy Father.....where have I heard that before?
Have a Wonderful Day or Night Beauties.
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