Reconsidering Tosh and Potholes

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The cold bothers me...and it got me thinking. I'm reconsidering Tosh.O. Tonight via research I discovered Kate Upton was on this show. That's Kate Upton, my biggest crush of all and the crush for most of the world. Chis Rock was on this show. A hero of mine. Really, even if they make fun, there's gotta be some benefit to association. At the very second, I'll still think I'll hold, but seeing Kate Upton, blew me away season 3 episode 14.
Now remember 95-98% of the guests I've never heard of so what happened to them. But somehow I'm different then those. I'm smarter, I jive to the camera better, for whatever reason, people want to watch me. You watch, even beside Tosh...all eyes will be on me. The beginning of greatness? No, that's already begun, rather a step? Think baby Jake Think.
Those, eyes, that face, the glitter. I still see it even though I don't. It haunts me. I don't know why.
As I sit at my coffee shop staring into space it appears....even if just for a second. It's like even when you think ok, everything's better now....it pops. the face.
I think I've realized that the reason I've responded to the negativism is the poor treatment I received in high school. Somehow it brought me back to that spot....and I responded.
It's tough out there folks. To have somebody love you. To have somebody want you. To have somebody really want you....the real you.
While I muck along with general confidence, the road continues to be full of potholes, which my heart continues to fall into.
Have A Wonderful Day or Night Fans,
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