Christmas Blog

Tonight on Jake's Showcase http://youtube.com/JakesShowcase my video "Beware of The Horny Yogi" http://youtu.be/fJ6yRksobUQ is at 115 Views 8 Likes 1 Dislike. Your dislike was technically the 5th view in this time, however in reality YouTube usually watches 1 to 2 "views" worth of views before it's available to the public, including myself so really you were the 3rd view in a record for you.
Available, bang, dislike. Well, whatever, a Merry Christmas to you.
I don't' understand....well I sort of do. Somehow it gives you something. It must, people do things that benefit them.
But Ga, really your fascination with me has got to tell you something about.your feeling towards me.
I went to a bar last night, the St. Regis for a community Christmas party. I was the DD, giving many rides to and from the bar to the house and to further parties. The music, the lighting, the people, the smells as I walked beer that I bought for people over too them even the pool table which I took a couple rusty shots were all so familiar to me.
I've been kicked out of every bar in the city multiple times in my drinking days. The St. Regis is know as the biggest dive in the city for good reason and the option of last resort for drunks like me. If nobody would take you you can always drink there. I've drank there about 10 times. And yes, I had been asked to leave even from there. Yes, I was the worst ever.
The smell, look, unexcitement of being sober in a bar, the whole thing made me want to drink....but I often do anyway....I don't think I'll attend bars much going forward, that was too much, it was all the same I was just missing the beer.
I don't know if I'll ever meet you again or date you again or see you again. I don't know if soul mates is even in the venue of thought for either of us but may not be far off.
But clearly this strange smorgasbord is really played out. I get it you want my attention, you want me to know you dislike me and are angry again and again and again and by doing the disliking is the only way you know how to get my attention. If that's all your really want, if you look inside yourself, at your highest and lowest points, and if that's all you really want, then that's what it will be.
Again Merry Christmas to You. My Joy and Peace Fill Your Life.
Have a Wonderful Day or Night Fans,
Love,
Jake Johnston jakesshowcase@gmail.com